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hello~

one day (today actually) I slept in...

so much so that when I felt like getting up,

I slept again...

so I sed to myself, "Don't laaa sleeep"

I got up

went to a mall

and this happened...

mmmm.... fooooooood....

E N D

IN THIS MIND

guna hijau la plak....

hmm... ntah kenapa ek??? aku pon xtau...

dah tiga hari...

3

soalan ni masih terngiang2 kat otak....

mesti ada sebab...

tapi apa???

" KALAU SESUATU TU DAH TERNYATA SALAH, KENAPA KO MASIH ANGGAP DIA BETUL?, ATAU MENYEDAPKAN HATI DENGAN MENGATAKAN DIA BETUL?

DAH BENDA TU KETARA SALAH... SALAH LA DIA.."

kan???........

suara dalam hati berbunyi "tapi....."

my besday prezennnn....

HEPPY BESDAY TO ME!!!

oke... that happened last tuesday...

old story... heheh..

best!... pergi karox, makan2, kene simbah...

threads of wishes... thanx all!!!!

tp kan... since it was my birthday dat day...

I had a chance to make a wish

so I know it ain't gonna happen but it would not hurt to dream ryte???

so here is my birthday wishlist!

1. kereta remote control

2. Camera besar2 tuh... best!!

3. Keyboard

4. Air cond untuk bilik

5. my trip to Venice [drool....]

6. a PS3... who doesn't!!!

7. an effects pedal

8. a BOSE

9. A shot at the Autobahn

10. Amy Lee~

:P

ada ke org na bagi nih????

my my marissa

SHE IS ONLY 12

and she can really blog.....

r.e.s.p.e.c.t

MARISSA

click it

life~

XLEH TIDO!!!!

yeap... short sems began... not that many classes... 3 days a week... so on the other days I dun sleep much at nights... izzit bad??? or izzit INSOMNIA (ada bunyi petir dan kilat)... haha... well... sleep deprevation is not good you see....

ini-semua-nya (IN-SOM-NIA)

Personality: The most noticeable effect of insomnia is in personality. Those who are suffering from insomnia will burst out over something that isn’t even a big deal and they become more irritable. This change in personality due to insomnia depends on the person and length of sleep that has been disrupted. Sometimes the effects of insomnia destroy personal relationships. No one wants to be around the person because of his attitude and behavior.

Performances: Those who are suffering from insomnia find it difficult to do even the simplest things of everyday life. Holding a cup or writing a check seems to be a very heavy task for them. They lack concentration and become sluggish. They may feel bad about their actions but just cannot control it. Performances become worse along with the severity of insomnia.

Psychological: Other than personality changes, you will find psychological changes as well in those suffering from insomnia. Depression is the most common thing that you will observe in almost all of them. Depression may also cause insomnia so it is advisable to consult with a doctor. They often feel hopeless and dissatisfied and sometimes this leads to suicide in severe cases.

Health: Health of a person is really affected by insomnia. These people are prone to illness and infection as lack of sleep weakens immune system. They often feel very tired, fatigued, energy levels reduced and reflexes slowed. The rate of metabolism is slowed down due to lack of sleep. When insomnia becomes severe, they may even experience hallucinations, heart problem and stomach burns.

Safety: Driving and operating machines become difficult for those people who are lack of sleep and this is not a safe thing. Fatal accidents can happen which may not only cause injury to him but to others also.

Insomnia over a long period of time changes a person’s life. Everyone around him will get fed up because of his behavior. So, it will be wise to consult a doctor and seek out solutions. It may take a little time to find the root cause and going through the treatment but the result will definitely be a sure success. When your sleep returns to normal, you will lead a happy healthy life again.

http://www.sensely.com/blog/what-are-the-side-effects-of-insomnia

THIS IS A SPECIAL ENTRY FOR LYDIA (and anyone who is suffering the same ordeal *cough2... terasa*)

sway your head to this one~

hmmm.... I heard this guy play piano so many times.

a different song each time.

but when he played this, i flipped.

lagu ni bes!!!!

Knock you down

okay.... enjoy!!!

sometimes looovveee... cooomes.... arouuuund.....

2 parts: part 2/2

finally all this thinking made me realize.... "wow, so much to study..." which could only lead to one thing

STRESSS....

more "s"' means more stress.... aaaaaaaaarrrghhhh....

where can I get one of these???

usually I just play guitar but not all you readers can play guitar can you.... yeeesss you.... hahah... Do u realize that the internet is not only used for facebook-ing??? I did and therefore I found this thingy that can help you students out there... ouh yeah... I need to read this too I guess....

If you’re going through a period of unavoidable stress here are a few tips

• If you’re overwhelmed by the pressure of work, break down the things you have to do into manageable tasks and tackle them one at a time
• Talk to friends and family about how you’re feeling
• Stick to a healthy diet and get plenty of fresh air and exercise
• Avoid using alcohol and drugs as a way to cope with stress, as these can negatively affect your mood as well as your health
• Don’t put unrealistic pressure on yourself – no one is perfect all of the time
• Use relaxation techniques, such as taking slow, deep breaths. Yoga and meditation are also popular activities for reducing stress.

hmmm.... I will do well to remember.... ouh... more at http://www.nus.org.uk/en/Student-Life/Your-study/Coping-with-study-related-stress/

hope this helps... smiles everyone...

ngeeeee....

2 parts: part 1/2

My second night in solitude... it is at times like these when its good to do some thinking.... A LOT of thinking.... one question came to mind....

WHO AM I?

hmm... sapa yek??? the most basic question that we rarely ask ourselves... I know I am studying dentistry.... but actually if some 5 year old asks me what a dentist is wouldn't it be nice to be able to explain??? So to this 5 year old.... HERE IS SUMTIN FOR YOUR ASS....haha!

Dentists treat people, not just teeth and mouths. They interact with people of all ages, cultures and personalities. The dentist's typical day is diverse and interesting.

Creativity — Dentists are artists as well as scientists. To brighten one tooth or realign an entire jaw, dentists must have an artist's esthetic sense to help their patients look their best.

Prestige — Dentists provide an essential health care service. They are highly respected within the community.

Dentists are skilled, conscientious, civic-minded individuals who work with community leaders, educators, other health professionals and government officials. They often volunteer services to school health programs and to elderly, handicapped or poor citizens, demonstrating a selflessness that is a hallmark of professionalism.

Flexibility — Dentistry allows you to be your own boss. Dentists can balance their personal and professional lives to meet their individual needs and desires.

Dentistry provides opportunities in a variety of private and public settings including private practice, teaching, research, public health and administration.

Security — The average income of a dentist is in the highest 8% of U.S. family income. The demand for dental care will continue to grow. The increasing number of older adults are keeping their teeth longer, are more aware of the importance of regular dental care and require more dental services. Geriatric dental care and the greatly increased demand for newer services, such as cosmetic dentistry, also will contribute to this growth.

Personal Satisfaction — A career in dentistry is personally fulfilling. Dentists perform an important public service to help people maintain their health and appearance. To serve the present and future oral health needs of their patients, dentists enjoy the challenge of a lifetime of learning. Tomorrow's dentists will be at the cutting edge of high technology, making the practice of dentistry even more exciting and rewarding than it is today.

taken from www.adldentallabs.com

so u see... it's not all peachy.... in order to achieve all this we need perseverence and a lot of effort with a lil pinch of luck and Allah's blessing.... It is hard... but it will be well worth-it...

ngeeeeeeee.....

kiri kanan kiri kanan... HAAAIT....

hello everyone.. before I proceed with this entry, I would like to apologise to those who put a lot of effort into making the upcoming event... Ur effort is much appreciated...

okey... lets move on....

i was happily listening to Zee Avi's - Kantoi tonight [thanx berry much asmaa] when suddenly Soffie came into the house to gimmie an invitation letter... this munday is Isra' Mi'raj and the malay community here will be having a lil get-together....

Apparently the event will be held at a juniors house.... this means we as seniors dunno where the house is... so... the event managers made a map to show us all where to go... as a result this was attached to the invitation letter.....

yeah... i circled it...

errrm... gimmie a minute....

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!

okay... sorry [still can't stop giggling]... this map is very accurate.... too accurate perhaps... Now, I dunno about u guys but if this was my house, I would not want other people to have the impresion that I live in front of a massive sewer [~LONGKANG~ the writing is massively obvious isn't it???].... [still giggling]

oh life.... how funny you can be at times....

hehee.... rrrrrooootttiiiiiiiiiiiiii.......

ONE DAY

i heard rumours spreading that there was a roti canai place in Surabaya.... I am not one to belivein rumours but this was sooo irresistable i had to look into it... after much waiting for a team (predicted a long trip would mean taxi fares are expensive) we finally reached the place... Lucky fer us the Taxi driver knew the place....

It was a regular nasi padang place.... u knoe... like a small stall... hehe

well... my team (5 others) and i really got lucky that night as there was only 4 roti canai's left... and so we took whatever was left.... turns out, one portion had 2 roti canai's in it!!! On top of that we decided to throw in some martabak (yes... the spelling is like that over here...)

just look at that curry....

we were all skeptic... "mesti x brapa jadi macam Malaysia punya"...

we were wrong

as soon as the Canai's touched our taste buds, everyone at the table was saying "uummmmm SEDAPNYEEEEE...."

who am I to resist this???

haha... yes... the curry was just like the the local mamak stall curry...

see.... dip it... dip it....

in short it was just right... heheh. And within moments...

ALHAMDULILLAH.... it was fun to escape the clutches of Tempe penyet...

nuthing brings joy to man than good food....~

Imran goes to the studio!

@ Nada Muzika studios...

Last saturday I recieved a phone call from Yasmin, "hey farid, i wanna record a song tomorrow". I just got outta bed thinking "yeah... x sempat kot..." and forgot that the conversation ever took place

Sunday morning, another phone call woke me up... It was Adam this time... "okay farid.. i booked the recording studio tonight. I'll drop by ur house to give u a demo on the song later"

WTF???

Dorg memang tak main-main rupenye... herk....

Long story short, We reached the studio around 7.45pm... i thught to myself "hmm... mantap lah... tengok la dulu cara Adam wat camne" And then the techy guy in the studio sed "okey, lagunya gimana??" without warning Adam sed, "Okay Farid, Rhythm dulu terus record okey"

WTF???? aku dulu???

okey.... Playing guitar was hard enough for me as it is... I can only play a guitar to save my life... now i had to do it in front of this techy guy following the cue of a metronome!!!! "On the ninth count, you start playing okay...."

Nasib bek aku ni rhythm player, I only had to shift between 4 notes... hehehe... but lemme tell you sumtin, playing with the metronome is HARD!!!!! and i never knew song recording was such a tiring process.... i finished playing the song with minor flaws thankfully... all I had to do was replay the wrong parts and cover it up...

And it did not stop there, "OKay then, how bout we make it so that the rhythm sounds like 2 guitars playing simultaneously? can you play another round?"

again, WTF????

DUSH!!!

But the recording experience was new and exciting.... the guy editing our music was using ProTools, same software used by Linkin Park fer their music. After myself, Adam had to fill in the rhythm with his melody. This was finished with Yasmin's vocals.....

mixing is done in Three days... can't wait~

this beat~

making hip hop music is hard.... on top of a good rhyme is the infectious beat that must separate itself from other beats.... and well, it usually dont last that long~

even so, I still enjoy hip-hop RnB music from time to time.. why? sometimes that one beat can be so infectious it just can't escape my mind. sometimes while making instant noodles pon boleh terdengar-dengar lagu tu in my mind

lately, i decided to download some random songs of the billboard charts since well, I had nuthing much to do..... and up came KNOCK YOU DOWN by Keri Hilson feat Kanye and Ne-Yo....

u know that thing u always do when you hear a good song while driving.... yeah... thats it... heheh... besides that there was a lyric in this song that I liked...

I used to be Commander-in-Cheif for my pimp ship flying high

Till I met this pretty little missile, who shot me out of the sky

So now I'm crashing but I don't know how it happened

But I know it feels so damn good

Said if I could go back and make it happen faster

Don't you know I would baby if I could

Miss Independent, to the fullest, the load never too much

She helping me pull it

She shot the bullet that ended that life

I swear to you the pimp in me just died tonight~

just waiting for this to happen one day... kemas~

think you can do better? 

FALLEN

SPECIAL EDITION!!!

I've never actually told anyone before

i have a thing for FALLEN ANGELS....

"an angel who has been exiled or banished from heaven"

sumthing bout them just...

well....

how do i put this into words?

erk....

beautiful as they are....

they have a past they cannot escape....

broken, thrown into the mortal world....

DAMNED~

i guess Amy Lee started it.....

p/s: if u readers have more pics like the ones above... feel free to email me at end_zyme@yahoo.com

Sugeng sedoyo~

Dinten niki kulo badhe ngagem basa jawi!

Ngasto dateng negari tiyang benten nggih sak mestinipun ajar basane sekalian, niku nggeh supoyo ndadosaken gembiro nang tyas...

Kangge rencang-rencang sedoyo, kula nggih kapingin mantuk sanget, namung dateng mriki tasik katah astoan engkang dereng mantun....

Kula nyuwun donganipun, smugi diparingi keluwesan....

Mboten supih, urip kito niki wilujeng, sak menawa kito ndadosaken niki wilujeng....

Faculty of Dentistry, UNAIR

THANK YOU ANDINA PERMATA SARI~

Thank you friend

dan lagu-lagu di radio seolah2 memerli aku... pabila kau bersama yang lain...

this here chick is Malaysian-born Yuna... ntah... just think the song Dan Sebenarnya is cool....

no connection to this entry whatsoever.... proceeding...

I heard this story from a good friend of mine. I guess God put me where I am so I could meet more of Gods unique creations.... Alhamdulillah...

One day, while atecher was teaching in class one of her students was staring out into the window, when asked what was wrong, the sudent asked

"Miss, how do you know when you love someone?"

The teacher smiled... "i want you to go out to that field of flowers on two conditions, first you must keep on walking straight, and second, you must never look back. Pick what you think is the most beautiful flower, ONLY ONE and bring it back to me"

Puzzled, this boy went out and minutes within the field he spotted the most beautiful flower. He picked it and just as he did, he saw another one, he threw his flower and walked forward to pick that one. upon picking it he realized that the previous one was better, but he cannot go back. He walked forward and suddenly saw another beautiful flower. the same thing happened over and over again until he reached the end of the field. he had no flowers in his hand.....

frustrated he went back to his teacher....

"so, which one did you pick?"

the boy explained what happened and the teacher smiled. "now, i want you to walk into that forest and cut down what you think is the most beautiful tree, same rules okay"

the boy walked into the forest, looked around and walked to the first tree he saw that was beautiful... while cutting it down, he noticed other beautiful trees but he did not care. he took the tree back to his teacher.

"this is the most beautiful tree you found?"

"no Miss, I saw a lot of beautiful trees... but this is beautiful no matter what and i do not want to risk losing it, ever"

the teacher said happy: "my boy, that is how you know......"

P/s: thanks my friend for sharing this story with me..... good luck to us all....

Tempe VS. Bandeng

hahaha...

I went out with Adnin last friday

He challenged me to a game of bowling

at first I just played fre the fun of it

Well, it's cause he can play better bowling

And this happened...

the circled red numbers are my final score, the underlined green numbers are his...

i let him win the last game... Muke dia da sedeh... hahaha

HUARGH HUARGH HUARGH...

Riak kejap...

hesh... x bek..