Tuesday, October 27, 2009


nothing in this world goes by without motive....

why it happens??? motive. What did you do that for??? motive. Cause of death??? motive.

simple really... what makes it hard??? the human mind that tends to forget and ignore.... Yes forgetting is what makes us human but when we ignore, that just makes us low.... very low.... even animals fulfill their motives... motive of reproduction is to continue life.... motive of hunting is to ensure they stay alive... So do not underestimate animals... [haahaa... going just a little bit to far folks]

So where am I going with this??? As a student learning in a profession that demands a lot, I must remind myself constantly on what motive I do what I do. Each day I wake up I must always remember, my motive of learning abroad is to take back with me knowledge that can be put to good use for the people back home. And if by all means I must struggle to do it, then so be it.

The best example I would like to follow is my dear Mother. People say, "U got it easy, Your parents are rich" or "Of course she knows, she is a dentist"

Dear friends, from your eyes it looks that way but me as her son, even as a little boy I saw the way she struggled day after day for four years abroad. Juggling with four kids she not only has to make time for studying but time for us... Waking up everyday in a foreign country with little to spare, she along with my dad made sure that while she fulfilled her motive she made sure we got to live our lives as normal kids, clothes on our backs, being able to socialize, being able to eat proper food.... and thus, four years later becoming the best at what she does.

Now don't you think she deserves the life she has now??? biarlah orang kata saya ni anak mak, I am damn proud. because things are different from my eyes.

so as I was saying. Motive. Never forget it. looking back, I must say, me being stressed??? complaining lots to read??? whining about so much work to do??? that is nothing compared to what my mother has been through. sometimes I wonder how frustrated they must be when they know I skip class, not being able to get those A's, wasting my time. Further more they are paying for me to learn. My apologies dear parents. I only need to buck up and start reading. So yeah, struggle, commit, do not whine, do whatever it takes. GET THERE, FULFILL YOUR MOTIVE.

and never ignore it.....

~eyes wide open~

Saturday, October 17, 2009

A weekend party! Part 1

I know I should not be doing this right now...

but all the excitement cannot be held back

needless to say that I am very VERY tired

Fatin Nadia and Mubarak Mokhtar are now married...

I was there to witness it all


if I blog this down sure besok x cukup tido... therefore I will recap this event in a shorter form as might say it... this is wat I went thru over this wonderful weekend


arrive in Malaysia - LCCT chocolate house - home - makan lauk kampung - rest


Event ~ Akad Nikah
Theme ~ White and Cream
Location ~ Home

solat jumaat [yess.... I was tired] - drove to get supplies - home - prep the dining area - spread out the carpets - set up audio system - kabut mencari baju melayu - majlis akad nikah starts -PR job of communicating with the guests - selesai akad nikah - photo session [I had to wait there just in case anything unexpected comes out] - ends at 2.11am


Phase 1

Event - Bersanding traditional
Location - Dewan Angkasa TUDM KL
Theme - Pink

Phase 2

Event - Wedding Protocol Dinner
Location - Dewan Angkasa TUDM KL
Theme - Maroon/Red

woke up - breakfast - got dressed - waited for bride and groom to make up - send supplies -home - send bridesmaids - home - send more supplies - home - send grandparents - home - drove bride and groom to hall - procession of the bride and groom - bermesra with friends - gave out bunga telur to the VIPs on stage - PR job again - drove Bride and groom to photo shoot - home - fetch them from photo shoot - home - band practice - home - got ready - send brde and groom to hall - protocol ceremony - procession again - bunga telur again - phase 2 starts - live band performance - poco-poco dance - tarian joget - karaoke - poco-poco semula - send gifts and supplies home [3 trips all back and forth] - unloading 3 cars full of stuff by myself....



and above all this, my flight to surabaya is on SUNDAY.... packing....

p/s: Selamat pengantin Baru SIS!!!.... I love U dearly.....

p/ss: thanx to all my Friends who came and thanx to the ones who helped out... I will treasure your friendship forever!!!

life is.................................... a BLISSSSSSS

gambar???? part 2.....

Wednesday, October 7, 2009



I think I broke my guitar :(

pleeezz make a sound... don't leave me like this!!!!!

p/s: still feeling bad about not being able to help with the wedding preparations

Friday, October 2, 2009

ssh btol.....

susah btol.......

..... bila internet sangat lembab

..... bila rasa sangat tidak dapat membantu persiapan wedding

....... tidak merasa comfortable in our own home

...... bila cuaca panas melampau

...... bila dia jauh

...... bila rasa malas menyelubungi diri

tapi takpe. yang penting......

........ dapat jugak men YM dan Fish world [hehe]

..... I get to go home and menyaksikan majlis tersebut

...... ada kawan2 yang make me feel at home

...... tau saya dalam ingatan dia

....... tanggungjawab harus dilaksanakan

life is like a hallway with many doors, better off picking one than just wondering pointlessly whats behind each door.....