blog tengah malam...

I guess some people don't get the picture.....

here's a funny story, I was chatting with a friend one day, nice person, we had a small conversation and after awhile I asked my friend if he/she had a blog since his/her english was magnificent! he/she told me that he/she didnt have one but he/she likes reading other peoples writings...

me: so u dun have one, yet you read other peoples????

he/she: yeas.. I can't write as well as I speak...

me: so that makes you eerrr... a.... stalker???

he/she: erm... I guess so???

so I took a moment to let wat he/she sed sink in... by the way, the word "stalker" is used alot in my current study place... beats me, I do not know y... and yeas... I guess so... Isn't that why we have blogs??? for other people to read it??? stalking by definition means putting ur nose in other peoples business when the matter should be private... private here means kept to oneself...

BUT WHEN YOU PUT IT ON A BLOG....

you are putting it out for the world to read.... so why get angry when U feel like you're being stalked??? wasn't that the reason you put it on the internet??? the most unsafe place in the world??? the most public place ever??? and then you turn on the security settings so that you alone can read it...

here's a tip:

GET A DIARY!!!! IDIOT!!!

oh God, why do I need to explain everything???

this goes for any other social networks, u chat with your friend in public, expect other ppl to kno and don't get pissed off if they do....

middle east bebeh!!!!

oke... when I say I am musical, I'd never thought my journey would take me as far as the middle east...

well, I din go there la... I just scavenged thru my current passed down laptop and found a file that belonged to my Lil sister Fye...

it was labelled ARAB

i dragged the whole file on my winamp and clicked the first song in sight and this went on...

haha... awek cantik... I cant say the same fer the dude tho... but I swear I din understand a thing they were saying... :(

rahasia....

its been awhile since I blogged about music...

hehe.... I heard this for the first time while I was driving back to KL from Shah Alam on the federal highway... the intro sounded like that of a car commercial... and now when I think back... ada la yg dah pernah gune untuk iklan keta...

now I am usually good at this song interpretation thingy but in this case, the music had me goin "hmm... no need lah... lagu dia dah best sangat..."everytime I dengar I can picture myself in an auditorium like the one below, singing to an empty room... the song has that effect on me... yeah!!!

so when I returned to Surabaya I made sure each day I put on this song to get it out of my system so I can get bored of it...

the thing is...


IT STILL HASNT....

here you go...

more on the band here!


sing with me peeps... TELL ME WHAT YOU WANT FROM HEEEEEEEEERRREEE!!!!!

on being a gentleman...

gentle - a touch of softness

man - a hint of bravery

so, given the combination of the two, you can tell that being a gentleman ain't a walk in the park... we have a lot to live up to...

wait... what the f*ck am I saying???

aaaaarrrghhhh....

kenapa ye saya berfikiran sebegini seawal pagi ini? padahal besok ada class oral surgery at 7 am.... pastu nanti tido dalam kelas diri sendiri jugak yang bersalah... haha

so as I was texting si dia nun jauh di sana, a lot came to mind...

currently, I am 24, still studying, no stable income (mmg la... nama pon student), and another 3 years to go...

have I done much to change this? is success achievable at this rate? will there be enough time? are people tolerant enough to wait another 3 years?

so I guess at one point I have to start a new leaf, or better yet, improve the current leaf I have... will that one point be tomorrow? now? later?

at these times, only Allah with the help of everyone including myselfs' own prayers and efforts can help me.....


..... in becoming the best, if not perfect, GENTLEMAN....

ini saya nak cerita sket...

this dish is Surabaya's favorite breakfast.... its called

THE NASI PECEL

(background music: JENG JENG JENG!!!)

they sell this by the streets of Surabaya as early as 5am in the mornings almost everyday of the week.... I for one don't usually get up at this hour so I can pretty much assume this is a big convenience for the working folks o their way to work.

now I told you before they sell them all week... so here is the upside...

even on weekends we kind find...

THE NASI PECEL

(background music sekali lagi)

.... everywhere.....


and then theres the downside.... I DON'T EAT NASI PECEL!!!!

no offense to all the PECEL-ITES but I didnt unlike this dish by choice... it all happened somewhere in weekend in 2007. Iwas sick. my head was spinning and sumwhere after 4am I took a paracetamol... 2 hours later, still no improvement. now at that time I was living in a dormitory so sumwhere around 6am one of my dorm boys came back with a whole plastic bag full of....

THE NASI PECEL

(u know what to do....)


upon smelling it... I THREW UP... I did not know why.... i've eaten pecel before that day and had no problem what-so-ever. so ever since then, upon smelling it my gag-reflex will kick in and the sensation to vomit will come...

so as a result, every time the weekend comes, I have to starve in the morning and just skip to luch for a meal... Y? because my house in Dharmahusada only sells

THE NASI PECEL

(yeah.... sing it...)

....on their streets....

euphoria...

THE HIGHLIGHT OF THIS YEAR I GUESS IS.....

I pray to Allah S.W.T that may this be the right person for me in happiness and sadness....

Aamin...

p/s: setting new goals in life....

New!!!!!

Assalamualaikum....

I finally gots the mojo to blog again....

things got busy a few munths back....

so here I am... new layout, new internet modem and hopefully a new and improved me.....