CELEBRATION!!!!

BILA TIBA HARI RAYA.... SEMUA INSAN BERGEMBIRAAAA.....

haha... alright... setiap org mesia pasti tau lagu Black Dog Bone ni kan... for me, everytime raya I mesti cari lagu nih... and when I say this... I realize... In a few hours DAH NAK AIDIL FITRI!!!!

alunan takbir, nyanyian lagu raya, rancangan tv best2, baju baru, duit raya dan tak lupa... makanan yang bes!!!!

syukur alhamdulillah... taun ni dapat beraya in the comfort of my own home with the people I love most, eating the wondeful home-cooked dishes, terima paket duit raya.. hellamak... masyuk!!!

but Allah with all His power made us humans with brains, and thus we can rationalize and think... di saat camni, I think:

@ di negara perang mereka menyambut Aidilfitri macam aku ke???

@ anak yatim yg tidak punya orang tua sebahagia aku???

@ mereka yang duty/on-call/patient hunting camne???

@ arwah2 kita ada ke yang mendoakan??? mengingati??? menziarahi??? mensedekahkan Al-fatihah???

@ yang tiada duit menyambut Aidil fitri camne???

hmm... I guess we really need to have a sense of SYUKUR in ourselves once in awhile... Allah byk memberi kita rezeki tanpa kita sedari... and we act arrogant??? now isnt that rude.... so take this time okey... sambil mendengar takbir di Masjid sok2.... jgn hanya menyahut camtu je... instead try to actually layan takbir tu and find sum meaning... I speak for myself as well...

okey... Yin and Yang, bila dah rationalize and make sense of things, its okey to enjoy yourself. segala ibadah di bulan ramadhan [ask yourself how much u improved from the previous ramadhan...], inilah masa untuk merayakan kejayaan kita

@ pegi jumpa kawan2, sedara-mara yang dah lama x jumpa... setahun sekali wooo...

@ sambil2 kumpul la duit raya [especially to those NOT working... haha]

@ ask for foriveness, and remember to forgive... it is devine!

@ a wish by mouth is much better than texts, friendsters and facebook applications...

@ Ibu-bapa, orang tua, penjaga, mintak ampun... they made u what u are today...

@ have fun!!!!!!!

with that said I wish everyone a Happy Aidil Fitri, Ampun Maaf Zahir dan Batin, saya cuma manusia yang tidak terlepas dari kesalahan.... jemput la ke rumah, baik di Malaysia maupun Surabaya... duit raya tu... ehem... sorry!!!

ps: THIS IS MY 100TH ENTRY!!!! HURRAH!!!!

venting is an alternative to MENGUMPAT

Yes I know its Ramadhan.... and I am not supposed to do this... but I think saying it here than verbally to other people will at least ease though not much... but a little... to whom it may concern, if you read this.... do I care???

oke... bullshit introductions aside, I would like to ask you...

ARE U DUMB???

lets hope yes is not the answer to my question... but sadly speaking... Ur acting like u are... reading peoples facial expressions is ur pathology... U were sent to this place to learn one of life's important professions that involve human interaction but oh how u fail to do so....

senang je really... if my face says I dun have time for ur bullshit, just back off.... Allah jadikan saya agak penyabar... tapi pleeez understand.... when I dun wanna listen to u and ur "ideas and revalations", I DONT WANT TO...

you ske cakap x serupa bikin... I do it sometimes but I dun voice it out to the world.... when u agree to be on time please do so, when u want to do something pleez do itand not talk about it... life is simple, jangan di"complex"kan tak tentu hala....

muqaddimah pjg2 tidak penting kalau U na wat betul2.... sekali lagi, Allah menciptakan saya agak penyabar.... kalau orang lain dah lama dah kau ditinggalkan... this journey I am facing is a long one... please, at least ease off and not make it harder.... jangan la fikir ko ni penting sangat... I have more important issues to deal with....



sabar Imran... bulan puasa....

HIP HOP AND FASTING....

WHO SEZ U CANT COMBINE FOOD AND HIP HOP...

THE COOKIE MONSTER CAN!!!

melodies

SEMPURNANYA SIFATMU

TULUSNYA HATIMU

JUJURNYA NIATMU

TINGGINYA KESABARANMU


lepaskanlah diriku kerna aku pernah mampu untuk menahan sebuah cinta sempurna









darimu......


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AAARRRGHHH....

sungguh sakit hati apabila melihat creativity of a script writer...

apabila ayat2 yang mereka gunakan sangatlah smart....

if this were a real profession I would love to take it

the thing is... I dun have the stuff needed to write such scripts

MARVELLOUS!!!

Oke.. by now ur probably thinking.... this guy is NUTS.... yes.... a lil I tink...

alrite I may have had a lil much to eat today [Pronto Buffet RULES!!!!]... but when I got home I just flipped thru my drives and remembered I had season 5 of Greys anatomy....

I made an effort to click it.....

and yes.... another sappy love story with all the crying and medical jargon even some ppl cant understand... most ppl just like the Mc Dreamy part... urgh....

there is this one scene where Izzy was talking to the alreddy dead Denny.... she was wondering why she is always "seeing" him.....I guess most doctors tend to go nuts at some point.... [look at Merediths mom!]

jadi script dia berbunyi camni....

I: heaven and hell...

D: yes

I: ur here for me

D: yes

I: No, ur not here for me, ur here FOR me

D: I loved u so much... I love u so much that when I got to come back for u, I thought.... Ur my heaven... But maybe.... Maybe I am ur hell....

.........

alright... kene berenti kat sini... becoz it then leads to a kiss and even more crying... man... they really have the tear ducts to pull this series off....

but... script dia sangat smart... wondering to myself bila la aku bleh converse dgn orang with that level of vocabulary....

banyak lagi yg ko kene blaja Imran Farid....

puasa da tinggal sket je hari dia.... how much have u done????

POLLY THICK

when the weather gets a little too hot, this is where is choose to retreat...

Lets make thing a lil' bit different... saya akan menulis align right... because it feels right... err... oke... bad joke...

I had a class on vital signs today... we had to learn how to take the patients blood pressure, pulse, respiratory rate and weight... this is "according to Dr. Ecko" a crucial step to not cause any complications when a patient is going into surgery. haaa... it sounds like a death sentence.... but mainly most Doctors neglect such aspects... hence malpractice.... ingat... orang zaman skarang x sume bodoh... therefore we have to prepare ourselves with all the knowledge we can get...

oke2..enough being Dr. Phil... nanti kene panggil masuk Oprah Winfrey.... hahaha. Lecture vital signs was done by an Oral surgery doctor... and mind you... they are good at what they do... BUT.... masa lecture berjalan, Dr Ecko kept comparing his line of work to other dental specialties as being the best... in other words, bidang-bidang laen sume tidak sebest Oral surgery....

It happened repeatedly... and I sed to myself... no matter how professional you are... office politics akan sentiasa ada.... kalau masak kenduri kawen ke sure akan ada jugak budaya seperti ini... *ada kaitan ke???*... so we as humans need to elevate our tolerance and patience levels accordingly.... Agungnya Allah mencptakan hambaNya dengan akal fikiran yang memisahkan kita dan haiwan2 lain.... oke... Stop there lets not be the Guru Pitka....

smile everyone.. Life awaits....

P/S: READ THE WORDINGS IN THE PICTURE.... INTERESTING STUFF....

SING SING SING

My first day as a semester 5 student in Airlangga University... haha... the numbers get bigger.. the challenges even harder... the will becomes stronger....

that makes a good song lyric...

speaking of which when monday evenings leaves us waiting for the breaking of fast usually good song lyrics run thru my head... these lyrics in my POV are very "tersusun baik punya...."

try n guess which song they come from (aktiviti petang hari)

HELP ME CARRY ON, BUT SURELY IT'S OKAY TO USE MY HEART AND NOT MY EYES TO NAVIGATE THE DARKNESS

I USED TO BE COMMANDER-IN-CHEIF ON MY PIMP SHIP FLYING HIGH. TILL I MET THIS PRETTY LITTLE MISSLE THAT SHOT ME OUTTA THE SKY.

IF HEARTS WERE UNBREAKABLE, THEN I COULD JUST TELL YOU WHERE I STAND, IF I WAS INVISIBLE, WAIT, I ALREADY AM.

OH GOD IT FEELS LIKE FOREVER, BUT NO ONE EVER TELLS THAT FOREVER FEELS LIKE HOME, SITTING ALL ALONE INSIDE YOUR HEAD

SHE'S FAR AWAY FOR ME TO HOLD, GUESS I'LL LET IT GO

TRYING TO BE GENUINE WAS HARDER THAN IT SEEMS, AND SOMEHOW I GOT CAUGHT UP IN BETWEEN

theres more actually (feel free to leave urs in the comment section of the page), but I remember these ones because they sound good in conveying the meaning...

alright... SELAMAT BERBUKA PUASA.....

LOVE STORY

a tragic ending......

WHHHHYYYYYYYY????!!!!!!!!

TIME FLIES, WE GROW [REUNION]

hahah... helloo everyone... I now have the rajin-ness in me to start blogging.... It sure has been a long time ryte....

So, being in Malaysia again truly has been a wonderful experience thus far... the luxuries of lazing at home and watching tv and wireless internet connection at my fingertips... and one day when I logged on to facebook I got an invitation to a break fast (buka puasa) dinner...

it was a reunion dinner

Aminuddin Baki 03

I thought to myself... it's been 7 years... masih ingatkah mereka??? so after making many calls (since I lost contact with most of em') I finally managed to go for the dinner.... As always when high-school related thingys turn up... I call Jojo...

"oke ke???"

"oke je... nati kita gerak arr sama2"

a brief conversation with jojo... so transportation oke... i decide

d not to leave my passenger seat empty so I stole "Kile" from Ezlin... sorry Ezlin.... Jojo reserved his car for Myra.... Understood... hahaha...

L-R: myself, Kile, Myra, Jojo

after much twists and turns [thanx jojo] we reach Ezaideens place before heading to Bora Ombak in Ampang

the crime scene

Unexpectedly, we were the first to arrive.... well... the invitation said 6pm so it wasn't our fault... hahaha... punctual... too punctual...

the best thing about being this early is we got to watch our friends come in one by one... and let me tell you...

MEREKA SEMUA DAH GROWN UP!!!!

I was stunned by how grown-up they all looked.... 7 years can really change a person....

It was Maghrib... we all had our meals.... it was great... a buffet of mixtures of food lay before us from western to the good ol char kuey teow...

but the food wasn't even half the fun... I took my time to do a lil catching up.... pretty much the conversation, though interesting revolved around these topics....

topic 1: I am now doing my masters in ............. at ............

topic 2: Well, here is my business card, I am a ................... at ....................

topic 3: haha... what can I say, life is a surprise, by the way, this is my husband/wife/fiance ..............

topic 4: haha... cuti laaaa

it really puts things in perspective.... how we make full use of our lives.... and how people will see us as a person....

and then it happened... THE CAMERAS CAME OUT.... be it an SLR or a camera phone.... flashes came from every angle.... the laughing, the smiling, the "lenguh-ness" of our cheekbones... oh well... let the pics do the talking okey....

this table became victim to most of the photography....

cowok2....

haha... grown men???

the ladies.....

it was a wonderful night I must say.... thanx to Syu and Farahrizan for the tremendous amount of effort you put into making this night possible... who knows... I wonder what seven years later will bring us eh??? Miss you SAB-ians .... Good Luck to us all in the future....

P/S: To those who did not make it... we await your attendence in the nex dinner... Insya-Allah...

p/s/s: credits to lokhman, asrul, acap, faiza and kile for the photos... did I miss anyone??? shout me out okey... there were toomany cameras that night....