FEELINGS??? I HAVE NONE....

admit it... U miss me.. heheh...

sorry for not checking in... My life as a dental student really demands the best of me.... mid term... how much have i learned thus far???? Let the results show later....

funny thing happened to me back in the past few months....

I am not gonna spill the details... because the internet is not the best place to put your life on display... blame Twitter for that eh??? hahaha

so in short heres a lil time line of the story... dialogged.... keep an open mind kay people... here goes...

PART 1:

Me: hello there... nice name U got [yeah... as cheesy as it sounds]

She: why thanx... and who are you???

Me: I know your friend... like I sed... U have a nice name... [you can puke right now if U want ppl... no harm done]

She: *shy shy cat*

Me: communicating this way is hard, do U have any other options???

She: oh yeah... here's my number...

Me: ??!!!! oh... okay....



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PART 2:

Me: so when can we meet???

She: pretty soon... erm....

Me: what???

She: U are a nice person [erk... bangga kejap] very easy to talk to...

Me: yeah... U aint seen me in the flesh.... wait till then...

She: haha... Actually.....

Me: yuhuh...

She: sorry for lying.... but I can't meet you.... I am already seeing someone....

Me: ouh................................................................

She: Are u okay??? hope ur not mad.... [should I be??? i got no feelings]

Me: Alright, screw him fer awhile, lets meet anyway.... what he doesnt know wont hurt him...

She: ermm.. I guess....

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PART 3:

She: After all that has happened, I can't believe we are still friends.... [hmmm.... no feelings.... nothing...]

Me: eheh... hmmm...

She: I broke it off with him today...

Me: WTF????

She: yeah....

Me: sure thats what U want???

She: I think......


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PART 4:

Me: So whats stopping us from happening???

She: I dunno... I guess You're too far away.....

Me: hmmm..... yeah... [still... nothing]

She: I'm sorry... are U mad at me??? [she really doesn't have a clue does she???]

Me: nope... good luck then....

She: thanks fer understanding....

Me: I'm good....



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PART 5:

She: hey... how are you????

Me: I'm good... And U???

She: yeah.... erm....

Me: what is it???

She: I miss you.....

stilll.......... nothing........



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PART 6:

Me: Hye there, sorry... been busy... U know me.... I'm a Power Ranger.... the world needs saving......

She: hehe... yeah... I've been good...

Me: cool...

She: U know, I am back with him.... after much talk we realized that we must try and hold on to what we have..... are u okey???? [she really doesnt know does she....]

Me: hmmm... yeah....

END

my take on this: erm... it's funny coz at the end of this I still felt nothing.... I am a simple person... no means no and yes means yes... she is a nice girl... but somehow in the midst of it all she is confused.... I hope U learn from this experience... U are a dear friend to me none-the-less....

in seeking relationships, honesty is the best policy... when you start lying, the "ouh" word comes out and thats it..... sorry.......I say that because its the simple truth....