Alright… Salam AidilAdha to muslims worldwide… though it may be a LIIIITttle bit late I would like to extend my wish anyways… INSIGHTFUL.. is one word I would like to use for this celebration….

I.A.I.N.

….means Institusi Agama Islam Negeri…. Or so I think…. They invited us UNAIRians to help them slaughter their 13 lambs….Sadly less than 20 out of us 100++ students came. If they held a dinner at a Hotel I am sure we would dress up nicely and rush as fast as we could. FORGIVE US FOR BEING SOO HUMAN. Sure enuf when we came the slaughtering had been done… All we had to do was sort our meat from bone…. MY FIRST EXPERIENCE… and to prove that point, I cut my fingers twice…. Haha… Shitty internet connections would not allow me to upload pictures. So maybe next time I will make an entry just full of photos….

Good food and friends (new friends) made the day more meaningful. Lamb Curry, lamb satay and everything lamb was there for the eating… nice..

As the day ended, there came an advice from one of the brothers there… though I heard this many times, that day it touched my heart in a very different perspective…

DALAM SEKALIAN UMAT ISLAM YANG ADA PADA HARI INI, ALLAH (s.w.t) TELAH MEMILIH KAMU UNTUK BERADA DI MAJLIS YANG PENUH RAHMAT INI, MENJALANI PERINTAHNYA DAN BERBUAT AMAL… INGAT, ALLAH YANG MEMILIH KAMU….

Of all the people in this world today Allah (s.w.t) has chosen you to be in this blessed gathering to do His bidding and do goodness… remember Allah chose you…

I could have slept the whole day that day, I could have spent my day at the mall… yet, I was there…. Allah is after all Almighty….

End note: the call from home really makes me miss it… then again… this is MY sacrifice….

DOKTOR GIGI GILA

AMARAN: Untuk post kali ini saya akan menggunakan bahasa Melayu. Bila dah Bahasa Melayu, kadar kurang-hajarness dalam percakapan di tahap MAKSIMUM dan tidak mampu ditapis. Jadi mintak maaf awal-awal. Kalo ko x tahan... ada aku kesah??? [stat dah]


orait... da settle apa yang perlu... ari tu aku chat ngan kawan aku sorang ni... Dah lama x chat ngan setan seko nih... apa na wat... da jadi orang course professional ni kene la baek sket perangai kan??? Tapi ngan setan seko nih... susah aku na kawal setan dalam diri aku... hahah... Da lama jugak tak lepak ngan dia... Dia dan member2 / setan2 yang aku kenal time2 diploma dulu... haaa... ko ingat gila aku ni datang dari mana??? setan2 ni jugak la... hohohoo...

haha... Intro la sket kan??? dah nama kawan takkan takmo sebut... nama seko ni AREP.... apa nama penuh ko Arep... bila aku balik nati ko btau... dia ni keje suke men drum... na tengok gamba dia??? TAK BLEH... knapa??? SEBAB DIA TAK HENSEM... hahahaha

petang kemarin si Arep ni online... haaa... tau pon ko na online kan... ingatkan dah lupa dah... wahahahaha.... mengenang nasib aku skang... aku syukur... biarpon on-the-way menjadi manusia berguna, mereka-mereka ni la yang mem-balance-kan hidop aku... Dan sungguhpon aku jauh... mereka still ingat.... dan x kesah sgt... yang penting sume orait... gonjeng..... so tengah syok-syok chat, tetiba si Arep ni pon tanya la bila aku habes... dan tak sangka... perbualan kami menjadi lebih mantap... tak niat pon na mantap... tapi dah orang cool... na wat cane.... Perbincangan aku ngan arep ni aku rasa saaaaangat klaka... aku terpaksa save... dan skang sebab aku baek ati... aku share2 ngan korg... terimalah...

AREP (rave_lionheart) SI PENTERNAK AYAM BERSAMA IMRAN (end_zyme) THE DOKTOR GIGI....

rave_lionheart: skarang nie ak bercita2 jadi penjual ayam no 1
rave_lionheart: hahahaha

end_zyme: haha..

rave_lionheart: so ak nak lantik ko sebagai doktor panel ak nye ayam
rave_lionheart: hahahaa

end_zyme: ni ayam btol3 ke ayam mainan?
end_zyme: sangap... aku doktor gigi la...

rave_lionheart: same la
rave_lionheart: ak nak cek gigi ayam ak
rave_lionheart: hahaha

end_zyme: gaji brapa??

rave_lionheart: kalu laki ayam ak banyak la gaji ko
rave_lionheart: hahahaha
rave_lionheart: skang name company ak ayamemas enterprise

end_zyme: laki ko ayam???
end_zyme: xbes...
end_zyme: x kommersial

rave_lionheart: silap
rave_lionheart: lagi
rave_lionheart: mane jual jantan
rave_lionheart: xlaku

end_zyme: hahahaha

rave_lionheart: xpopular
rave_lionheart: ak jual ayam betina

end_zyme: sapa ckp...

rave_lionheart: hahaha

end_zyme: jaafar jantan oke je

rave_lionheart: pasaran malaysia jantan x laku
rave_lionheart: susah
rave_lionheart: bankrap ak kang

end_zyme: aznil byk bli nati
end_zyme: kaya doh dia

rave_lionheart: kalu x sampai spuloh client ak wat pe

end_zyme: dia na byk doh...
end_zyme: hahaha

rave_lionheart: stakat jaafar,aznil wat pe

end_zyme: ko blom kira malik noor
end_zyme: jaafar onn

rave_lionheart: mane leh banyak
rave_lionheart: lubang pun ad satu
rave_lionheart: hahahahaha

end_zyme: ada 3
end_zyme: lubang idong
end_zyme: hahahah

rave_lionheart: hahahahaha

end_zyme: sungguh kuang-ajo
end_zyme: hahah

rave_lionheart: bijak tul la ak nyer doctor
rave_lionheart: hahaha

end_zyme: sangap
end_zyme: sbb tu aku blajo doktor
end_zyme: wahahahah

rave_lionheart: bagus2
rave_lionheart: abih je blaja ko nye spot ak da tempah
rave_lionheart: khas untk ko

end_zyme: yeas!!!!!!!!

rave_lionheart: hahaha

end_zyme: bleh la cari duit na kawen

rave_lionheart: boleh2
rave_lionheart: ak leh taja ko nyer kawen
rave_lionheart: hahahaha

end_zyme: tp masak la aku... kompeni ko byk
end_zyme: byk tu ayam ye gg kene check
end_zyme: mati doh
end_zyme: aku na gaji aku up

rave_lionheart: boleh
rave_lionheart: jgn risao
rave_lionheart: membe nye pasal akup
rave_lionheart: ak up gaji ko 30%
rave_lionheart: hahahaaha

end_zyme: aku na dlm gandaan 50 hengget
end_zyme: senang na wat roket

rave_lionheart: hahahahha
rave_lionheart: demi doktor kesayangan ak
rave_lionheart: ak sanggup
rave_lionheart: janji ayam2 ak sihat
rave_lionheart: hahahaha

end_zyme: sihat bab gigi je la...
end_zyme: yang len ko kene cari ice [salah satu spesis setan kitorg]

rave_lionheart: ak xnak cari ice
rave_lionheart: kang ayam2 ak follow je die
rave_lionheart: ko cam xtau je
rave_lionheart: die kan peramah
rave_lionheart: hahahaha

end_zyme: oke la tuh... ayam2 ko terlatih




haha... baca banyak2 kali pon aku tergelak.... AREP... May Allah bless you...

~settle~

THAT THING ON MY BED

It's been there for awhile.

Mom n dad didn't approve at first.

But my stubbornness will be the death of me.

So it sits there.

Sleeping, awake, siapa tahu???

I pick it up at times.

I know it wants the attention.

Don't know if I should name it?

Asmaa is good with names, maybe she can help???

Meanwhile,

It just sits there.....

sssssssssssss...............

FEELINGS??? I HAVE NONE....

admit it... U miss me.. heheh...

sorry for not checking in... My life as a dental student really demands the best of me.... mid term... how much have i learned thus far???? Let the results show later....

funny thing happened to me back in the past few months....

I am not gonna spill the details... because the internet is not the best place to put your life on display... blame Twitter for that eh??? hahaha

so in short heres a lil time line of the story... dialogged.... keep an open mind kay people... here goes...

PART 1:

Me: hello there... nice name U got [yeah... as cheesy as it sounds]

She: why thanx... and who are you???

Me: I know your friend... like I sed... U have a nice name... [you can puke right now if U want ppl... no harm done]

She: *shy shy cat*

Me: communicating this way is hard, do U have any other options???

She: oh yeah... here's my number...

Me: ??!!!! oh... okay....



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PART 2:

Me: so when can we meet???

She: pretty soon... erm....

Me: what???

She: U are a nice person [erk... bangga kejap] very easy to talk to...

Me: yeah... U aint seen me in the flesh.... wait till then...

She: haha... Actually.....

Me: yuhuh...

She: sorry for lying.... but I can't meet you.... I am already seeing someone....

Me: ouh................................................................

She: Are u okay??? hope ur not mad.... [should I be??? i got no feelings]

Me: Alright, screw him fer awhile, lets meet anyway.... what he doesnt know wont hurt him...

She: ermm.. I guess....

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PART 3:

She: After all that has happened, I can't believe we are still friends.... [hmmm.... no feelings.... nothing...]

Me: eheh... hmmm...

She: I broke it off with him today...

Me: WTF????

She: yeah....

Me: sure thats what U want???

She: I think......


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PART 4:

Me: So whats stopping us from happening???

She: I dunno... I guess You're too far away.....

Me: hmmm..... yeah... [still... nothing]

She: I'm sorry... are U mad at me??? [she really doesn't have a clue does she???]

Me: nope... good luck then....

She: thanks fer understanding....

Me: I'm good....



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PART 5:

She: hey... how are you????

Me: I'm good... And U???

She: yeah.... erm....

Me: what is it???

She: I miss you.....

stilll.......... nothing........



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PART 6:

Me: Hye there, sorry... been busy... U know me.... I'm a Power Ranger.... the world needs saving......

She: hehe... yeah... I've been good...

Me: cool...

She: U know, I am back with him.... after much talk we realized that we must try and hold on to what we have..... are u okey???? [she really doesnt know does she....]

Me: hmmm... yeah....

END

my take on this: erm... it's funny coz at the end of this I still felt nothing.... I am a simple person... no means no and yes means yes... she is a nice girl... but somehow in the midst of it all she is confused.... I hope U learn from this experience... U are a dear friend to me none-the-less....

in seeking relationships, honesty is the best policy... when you start lying, the "ouh" word comes out and thats it..... sorry.......I say that because its the simple truth....